I’ve always enjoyed the process. But it wasn’t really natural in my case. The only reason why I got to the point I am at today is because of envy in a way. Everytime I would see a beautiful painting or picture someone made, I would want to elicit that same feeling through my own art. So, that’s what I would try to do. And, when a picture turns out well, I’m happy.
So, in a way, I forced myself to enjoy the process.
I have a working prototype of a beat-em-up RPG. Right now, it’s a survival game where you fight endless amounts of enemies in an underground fight club and see how many rounds you can last. You can use bombs, throw objects, and throw other enemies into enemies. I’ll be expanding on that. The next would sort of be the same but with cybernetic zombies. So, basically beat-em-ups and survival games.
Take a year off of all work and responsibilities and explore the world. Go to Japan and tour. Tokyo, Beppu, Mt. Fuji. Then, go to Cairo. See the pyramids in person. Venice, Paris, Thailand, etc. While I’m gone, have my parents house renovated and buy one for myself with a dedicated creative studio. Paint station, computer, and musical instruments. Then, after a year has passed and I feel rested, start my own indie game company.
That’s where the classics come in. Original FF7, the Metal Gear series, Burnout, Republic Commando. Hoard classics and you’ll never be bored.
It’ll be nice to do that. But, it’s only temporary. It’d be cool to run away forever, or even just for a month. Life has been sucky
Never, I’m trapped in my job and life. Everytime I get the opportunity to do something I want, something always takes it away from me. Whether it’s work, money, or life in general. I want to run away and experience life, experience the world, but I can’t.
I Love You - Billie Eilish. I mainly listen to edm and heavy metal, but sometimes I just wanna chill out and I’m a sucker for a good romance
Thanks
What’s the channel?
I’m just proud to know this. くそ。I feel so smart
I do. It keeps me off my phone and I can watch the shows I have on my list. And, when I suffer from nightmares, it provides me some comfort. But, then again, I still technically sleep with a night light despite my age so maybe I’m an exception.
The same thing I’ve been waiting for since 2003. A new F-Zero
I’ve been ‘burned out’ for a long time now